I can tell you right now that college is not what I expected it to be. I thought it would be so much better than high school and so far it's not. I mean I know it's only week 1 but I feel really alone. Even though I am here with Max and I love it. I really do. I have spent time with him every day which is really nice. At the same time I don't have ( Read more... )

I am so full of rage right now. I don't know what to do except cry and even that can't satisfy the monster within. I feel like my stomach is going to explode. ARGHHHH!!

Today my mom told me that she thinks I'm so angry at people because I don't fit in or feel accepted. I'm not sure how much validity is in that statement.

Today at Dr. T I learned a lot of things ( Read more... )

It's not a matter of what to do, it's when and how to do it.

I am content with my life and actually happy for the first time since school started.

I don't know what to do with myself!!!

It's absolutely great.....I hope it lasts.

If I died tomorrow I would die happy.

I feel like a hypocrite.

I have been sooo against THIS all year.

I've used the fact that I don't do IT to define myself.

Now all I want to do is IT.

There's so much I want to forget and I think IT will help.

Sorry for giving in.

I wish things were different ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about quitting from Glory Days ( Read more... )