With Every Passing Moment...

[m_x_p_x_junkie]

Have you ever tried to sleep but cant and just laid down and stared at the TV until you cant handle it anymore? Even stared at the wall until the sun comes up... Thats what ive been doing a lot of recently.. Ill sleep on the couch or try to even... sometimes it works sometimes it doesnt.. Its like I wanna experience every moment of the day

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[anonymous]

hey ryan its lauren! it sucks that you cant sleep. hopefully u will get some good rest before you go because u r going to need it. its also really sad that you have to leave all of your friends that you are starting to become close to again. i kinda know how that is, but not to the extreme like you. its all for the best like you said and all you can tell yourself is that everything is going to be ok. i know that it is hard...but it truely will. believe me. But what about the people you never went to school with like me? are we not gonna be missed as much? anyways...have a nice sleep and i will talk to you later.

lauren

[m_x_p_x_junkie]

yesss.. I meant that for everyone I Know or just met.. Its gonna suck.. its hella sad, but Im gonna do my best to make sure I keep in touch with everyone... thats why I gots 2 phones.. and myspace and live journal.. so as long as everyone tries to KIT I will do the same.. and that is a fucking promise... haha Imma miss you lauren! bye