Well bootcamp is over and now I am on hold here at A-school.. Lucy mee.. it is freezing and Im right next to lake michigan.. I always wanted to see the greatlakes not live on one! any ways its all good ( Read more... )

Okay well If your reading this chances are Im at OR on my way to bootcamp... Imma miss you all.. and Words cant express how happy all mah friends make me feel! Thank you and I will be back soon.. stay safe... and Ill tty allllll later!!!
bye
Ryan

Have you ever tried to sleep but cant and just laid down and stared at the TV until you cant handle it anymore? Even stared at the wall until the sun comes up... Thats what ive been doing a lot of recently.. Ill sleep on the couch or try to even... sometimes it works sometimes it doesnt.. Its like I wanna experience every moment of the day ( Read more... )

okay.. imma have a couple live journal posts like right away.. one from ( Read more... )

soo here I am again, on mah sidekick. this time I'm on a bus headed to ( Read more... )

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dammit, I wish I could add entries to my live journal from my ( Read more... )

I think its funny how you can say anything on live journal. You can tell everyone on the internet you just cant tell that person privately? I guess Im guilty of doing it.. but most of the time when I write stuff on here that person has heard it from my mouth first ( Read more... )

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Weird chain of events have been happening to me lately. Starting to realize a lot. And I'm starting to wind down from this "Ryan's time to have fun" before I leave. I need to pull it together now and find out what I really want before I leave. What to do with shit. where to pack shit. Amongst other things. I'm still a little confused about ( Read more... )