I am officially closing my journal. I rarely post blogs cause I just don't have time but when I do I post them at MySpace. I'm going to leave this journal here until I figure out what to do with the 3 years of posts and then I will delete it. If any of you have MySpace and want to add me, my addy is www.myspace.com/slms7 I'm also on facebook, ( Read more... )

Background for those not paying attention during the past year LOL My neighbor was pregnant at the same time I was last year, my first loss in March. She abused drugs the entire time, was a really neglectful mom, and I put up with a ton of crap during that time period. The baby is about 3 months old now, and supposedly she's sober. Whatever.

So ( Read more... )

I'm tired but I can't sleep. I'm on this damn schedule ever since I've been in the hospital and I'm going to pay hell in the morning when it's time to get up and actually do some school with the kids. J is going to be worse off since he has to get up so early for work.

The neighbor had a D&C on Friday because she was still bleeding heavily. She ( Read more... )

 
Just wanted to let everyone know I’m here and doing a

bit better. I came home late Sunday afternoon. J took off the entire week to stay and help me out. I actually had told him to go in, that the kids could take care of meals and whatnot but when he went in his employer told him he had more than enough time saved up that if he needed to come home ( Read more... )

How in the hell does one person have so much drama? I took my kids plus the neighbors girl Audree to church for a little Halloween party. J was called in as we were leaving the driveway and couldn't go, so preggo said she would get dressed and meet us up there. She got there about 20 miunutes after we did, and as all the kids went off to play ( Read more... )

The people that were supplying my neighbor with her drugs were just busted a coule days ago. She came over telling me how lucky she was that she stopped running for them a few months ago (I guess she felt a tad guilty running with her baby in the car and her pregnant belly might have been getting in the way, too) 
This wasn't some small little ring ( Read more... )

1. I think my mom dropped me on my head when I was little. I'm out in the front yard with the kids watching the shuttle launch this afternoon, explaining why our windows are rattling LOL and once it finally gets to where we can't really see it anymore, we come inside. When we leave about 30 minutes later for their Spanish co-op class, the traffic ( Read more... )

It seems I have lost some friends in my absence. Thanks to everyone else for not minding that my life has been insane lately.

Tiny update:

Homeschooling is going wonderfully. I am so thankful that despite my huge fumble last time I picked myself back up and started over again in a completely different, much more relaxed fashion. :o)

Everyone has been ( Read more... )

If my neighbor wasn't pregnant I swear I would smack her around.
I know I've mentioned her before.. she's due at the same time I would have been if I wouldn't have had a m/c. She's been popping pills, smoking weed, and Lord knows what else since before the pregnancy and hasn't slowed down at all.

Anyway, her little girl came over this afternoon ( Read more... )

I had a busy weekend... Saturday J worked with the neighbor on a roofing job for some extra money. I watched the little girl that lives next door for her mom who called and said she was on her way home. Her grandmother dropped her off. I ended up having her for over 3 hours, and she went home only when J and her DH came home from work. He was ( Read more... )