things are looking up and better for me.

working on a paper thats due tomorrow suckage

got some extra monies w00t

and I gotta start my fashion sketching project whooooooooa
I'll take pictures of that for juuu to seeeeeeeee <3

I did a bad thing yesterday at school...

I hot boxed with some guy before class.

Class was fucking awesome in that state of being. ha.

Then later found out my brother wants to buy a bowl.

HA.

my tummy hurts and I'm such a fucking IDIOT for feeling depressed over someone who doesn't care.

1. What time is it? 11:57pm ( Read more... )

I'm so confused... why does he do this all the time?
he wants me but then he doesn't want to be with me. WTF?!

Theres his big blue hawkish bird in my front yard ( Read more... )

I feel guilty...

I'm waiting for the kids in the nieghborhood to come by so I can give them candies.
But there are a few that only came... ):

So I'm eating the candies myself...

so, because I don't like to eat scrambled eggs or such.. my mom made a huge omlet.. and calls everyone to eat.. Then she calls me and goes... ANA! COME EAT A BANANA.... I get to eat a banana instead of eggs. w00t. that was pointless.

WENT TO IBAR with ANN and REGINA!
best fucking time EVAR! <3

school rules, except for waking up early and this 7-11 2 for 2 hotdogs rule too!

He's having lustful desires and doesn't think its fair for me to feel so much for him when he's thinking about others. He doesn't want to lose me yet he wants others, he doesn't want to be selfish. It's all up to me to decide what I should do. Save myself or Hurt myself.