Had a long day with some bad fights. The last one always being the worse. Making a good friend and someone who cares about me, tell me good bye. Thats never the good way to end an evening. I just dont know what to feel. I feel so close and then i feel like a leftover. I just dont like the situation or maybe i just dont understand it. Either way ( Read more... )

parents are yelling, friend in surgery, another two friends who might have cancer... Young people aren't supposed to have to worry about getting sick or dying. I dont want my friends to be sick or even having to worry about death at such a young age ( Read more... )

My journal is slow and ugly. Kind of how i feel some days. Like you can't win. like your best is not good enough for anyone. or when you finally feel like you are doing well, someone important to you comes and tells you how dissapointed they are in you. I feel like i'm on a rollercoaster but its only heading down. And as time goes on, i feel ( Read more... )

What type of person are you? Are you a writer, an artist, or a letterer ( Read more... )

Been a few months of problems. Friend problems, relation problems, family issues. Just been kinda rough. And it seems like there isn't anyone to talk to lately. Everyone is busy or i am so caught up with my confusion with them, that i dont really want to talk about it with them. Not their fault, and i'm not really mad at anyone. I just wish i ( Read more... )