soo i went back through this journal.. all the way back to february of like forever ago.. like 2 years ago.. when my sister left me at the church for like a half an hour.. and i started reading.. then i cried i mean.. i remembered every single moment that i talked about.. everything was sad,happy,funny or whatever all over again.. and then i ( Read more... )

YAY! im in sucha good mood. hehe. cant wait for tuesday. i wanna go back. i dont care that everyone knows. people make mistakes ya know? but this year is gonna be good. i got my 2 best buds that i care about and my crap school. haha. i really dont care what people say anymore. im just gonna have fun haha. enjoy being a freshman, this year is gonna ( Read more... )

jake. if you read this. i hope you like embarassment. cuz on tuesday. i plan on talking to a lot of people. you think that you can tell everyone you know and think that its gonna make me embarassed or make me wanna go out with you. your rong. i hate you. i messed up. people make mistakes. everyone can just eat it. yep. i dont care. you guys can ( Read more... )

i cant help it that im in love with him...

yeah. im doing much better. im not taking pain killers anymore and my throat isnt white and bubbly anymore. I'll definately be in school on tuesday, can't wait to see everyone! yeah. I took a long shower this morning it was really nice, then i actually ate real food which made me excited cuz it didnt hurt. applesauce and icecream really werent ( Read more... )

so i have strep throat. i wont be in school til maybe monday. possibly not even then tho. depends on how long this lasts. im taking serious pain killers they make me really loopy. i was trying to watch tv but all i culd see was fuzzy shapes. i have my voice back kinda but not really. im also on pennacilon. which makes me very tired. if i dont go to ( Read more... )

jake hates me.

guys are lame.

thats it im gonna be a lesbian. not really. i was kidding. but im done with guys. theyre lame.

i dont wanna go back to school. theres already too much crap. ha. the year hasnt even started and i already want it to end.

hey. so yea. last night was cool. jake called and i went over to watch a movie with him and athena and jake. me and athena ended up spending the night. yeah. pretty fun. then his dad woke me up at 9 cuz my mom called and she was coming to get me to bring me to get my nails did at 9:30. then i went and got some new make up. then we went out for ( Read more... )

well today was good. i went to ware this mornign. got new flops. then i went to mcdonalds to get root beer and some fries. then i went to the west brookfield common. jesse. vanna. felicia *not vivlamore*. bean. jake. justin. yeah. i had a good day. now im home. i just ate some cocoa puffs. they were good.

yea. waiting for my ride to come and get me for youth group. i gotta pee. heres some lyrics.

to keep our eyes open for just one more day
to keep on hoping that we'll stumble on a way
to keep our minds open for just one more day
cause its completely up to us
to maintain consciousness