marie and i arnt friends anymore
i feel like richie is my only friend...a guy who i can talk to

the end

I don’t know why she always gets frustrated when I try talking to her about what we had and what I want to have again. She doesn’t realize how much she means to me. Like she said in a Live Journal entry a long time ago…every couple has those little arguments… I know in the past I said I would change for her and I know I didn’t show much of a change ( Read more... )

so richie is in my kitchen cooking shrimp..or trying to..him and i just got done detailing the inside of my car and swimming and chilling in the new hot tub which felt sooo good. im thinking i should try and move on without her...im not feeling any better and its just getting worse for me...i love her still and ide still take her back but she just ( Read more... )

so...i deffinitly wish i could go back in time like a month back in time and change a few things. thats all i have to say tonight

the end

i love her

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So things arn't getting to much better....since my mom doesn't want me to be friends with ppl who get into trouble i guess ill be getting rid of friends :( and finding new ones. I can only stay out till 10:00 now...it makes me feel like im not 18 anymore.i dislike it very much. i got my car stuck today and had to have my moms fiance pull me out in ( Read more... )

I haven't been this depressed in a year...she was everything to me...I cared more about her then my own parents...she was the only person I had to talk to about things other then my parents, knowing she cared, the only person to hug knowing it meant something. I would do anything right now to get her back into my life. I know we had a lot of ( Read more... )