Just got back from a fucking kick-ass party... it was caitlins birthday party... ok. we snuck out my fucking window, and we got there late... as soon as i walked through the door this hot-as-fuck asian chick looked at me and said "hey come here", i thought she was talkin to someone else so i walked off... she totally comes up to me and starts ( Read more... )

So I went to that interview today... hopefully I will be hearing back from them tomorrow...

Jessica, this is my fucking journal, I will write what I want to write in here, if you don't like what you see, stay away.

Im done

Well today was cool, didn't really do much, I do have two job interviews tomorrow, though. One paying $10 an hour, the other $12.50. I'd be really happy with the second one, but hey I'm not going to complain about $10 either, I think thats great for someone with no expeirence and only 18, like myself.

Oh well, hopefully I'll get one of those jobs.

Ive been around this world, yet I see no end
All shall fade to black, again and again...

What fate awaits the machine gun man?

Its a shame...

Well I just got done doing a bunch of yardwork, and everyone's gone, so this gives me an excellent time to reflect. I was reading all of the letters she sent me earlier, and I've decided against burning everything, mainly because it is just a snapshot of time, things that I can remember destinctly, a happier part of my life which is now gone. It ( Read more... )

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it show...

Well today seems to be a bit better than the past few days. Jack and Jake spent the night last night, we went to Taco Bell at around midnight to get some food. Faun told me that this would be hard, ceasing all contact with her whatsoever, and it is. I got rid of alot of stuff yesterday, I deleted all her pictures off of my computer, because I have ( Read more... )

So it seems like the only time I make and use a journal is when some bad shits happened in my life, with that said, let be bring you up to date...

Wednesday around 3:00 pm I get a call from my bands singer... it took us two years to find him, well he calls me saying hes qutting due to life problems, kid, etc, which I in NO way hold against him, I ( Read more... )