well, i have figured out the reasons finally. why i can never stay happy with you and i can't seem to break away. remember that fall night on your front porch when you explained to me the things that happened here and the things to happen in the future. our future. cause we had a future then. how you wished every day could be spent with each other ( Read more... )

(lets go on a rant and make a book and ill take the pictures and you can write the stories and we can live in a small apartment with two cats and a lovely view of the park.) lets go on a train ride and you can hold my hand and ill count the steps it takes to get to the nearest seat cause all ill wanna do is sleep on your shoulder and breathe in ( Read more... )

and you know how you floated from ocean to sea. how the words would never makes sense. you told me you would set this road out straight. but it ended up lost in a land of forget. i wanted to show you a broken down me, what you really made me feel like. it never mattered that much to me, but it didn't matter at all to you. i was the one standing ( Read more... )

things i've realized:
1) i'm over jake (thank god, finally)
2) i love being single
3) i love new york/ i'm moving there next year
4) a lot of the people around me are idiots
5) i wish i lived in a cloud
6) this year is amazing
(more to come...)

"IF WHAT THEY SAY IS TRUE YER A BOY AND I'M A GIRL.
I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU...."

so here we are, sitting on a back porch talking about life and how it fucked us over. how we've been standing in the shadows of a person who will never have enough drive to become something better than this. how we work twice as hard, suffer twice as much to just be in competition with this person. we become stronger and tougher, but its never ( Read more... )

you know what i miss the most, that i could see you from across the room and know what you were thinking. or that i could grab your arm and you knew it might i was afraid of being left alone. i miss the walking and talking about nothing, that was all so very important to us. how to days could pass and we'd spend each night watching movie after ( Read more... )

hey life, i'm back. who is still here?

Creep up and tell me that you ( Read more... )

'Cause I love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I'm on your list with all your other women
But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
You make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man