So I went to this website...

and my slogan is:

It's a beautiful Susan.

and
Susan Prevents That Sinking Feeling. (Which is the first time I've ever heard that!! lol)        

So yesterday was Christmas. Incredibly uneventful, however lightyears better than any past ones, which I cannot even remember. I smoked that day... I don't remember much that happened afterward. I have these pictures of the day, that are so extremely outrageous it makes me believe that it must have been a fantastic time, however I don't remember ( Read more... )

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Me in Harry Potter prep:


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So I'm in my second period class which I aide for. Thought I'd update this beast. Tomorrow is the Halloween dance and I need to get my costume together, dawg! I'm going to dye my hair right as I get home and then grab everything that even merely resembles fire. And I'm supposed to be hanging out with my sponser after school today. I need to figure ( Read more... )

I just realized how numb I am now that I've been in sobriety for a while. At first I was so fucking raw all the time, just a fucking breakdown 24/7. But now I feel like I've lost all care towards drama. Like, "good for you, I'm doing this for me(-ish)". Its all the way down to relationships. I've stopped having those jolting highs and lows when it ( Read more... )

I'm writing a paper on this poem. I think it's absolutely brilliant. I think my analysis is turning out quite well. Just thought I'd share this poem with my what... 1-ish livejournal readers?

It's on the hypocrisy of the American Dream and it's mass consumerism. FANTASTIC!

Tony Hoagland

America

Then one of the students with blue hair and a ( Read more... )

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here

Taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
'cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really new me at all

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it was my heart it was my life it was my start it was your knife

I used to be love struck, now I'm just FUCKED UP

[.strangers with a history.]