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I learned, today, that friends seem to only be good for one thing lately and that thing is making me sick. The more adoration I had for any given person, the more they made my stomach turn.

It's a lovely feeling to be alienated by the people you care most about. No one cares as much as you think they do.

bleeding for the first time in months.

sorry I'm so weak.

don't know how much longer I can last.

it won't drag on.

I promise.

If you're reading this, leave a comment . . .

about anything . . .

preferably something that would make me smile.

I just want to see who is paying attention.

I've been stressed out to the point of making myself physically ill.

I'm sorry if I snap at you or seem a little strange.

I am only one woman. I can only deal with so much.

No, wait, like he always said . . . I'm just a scared little girl.

Take that into consideration and keep that in the back of your mind next time.

There's something that keeps me up at night. There's something that pulls and tugs at my limbs as I try to fall asleep. I think and think about how long it has been since I've shared a bed with someone I genuinely loved. Wait. When was the last time I genuinely loved someone? If you know me at all . . . you know when that was and who that was and ( Read more... )

what happened to the laughing ( Read more... )

Look away
Fall away
Get away

I'm drowning here.

Save yourself
Forget my face
Forget my name.

I'm dying here.

I'm tired of being miserable about everything ( Read more... )

I've made up my mind on my first tattoo. I always wanted to get something extremely special to me instead of something "trendy" (nautical stars? skulls? you know . . . ). I've decided to get a Greek Goddess/Nymph tattoo. I've done a little bit of searching and have come up with a few ideas ( Read more... )