Who can i vent to without me getting pissed or someone else getting pissed? Right now I think i'm just pissed in general, but I hate that no one understands me on this one ( Read more... )

I am so disturbed by George Carlin's death. I remember thinking a while back that it was an inevitability in this lifetime, but so soon? This year? that was not expected. At least i got to see him 3 times in the last two years. Teddy came into the bedroom at around 3 in the morning and woke me up saying, "I dont mean to ruin your sleep, but George ( Read more... )

I'm at work pretending like i'm actually doing something. I have "pretend" work minimized so when someone walks by all i have to do is change windows. God damn, i'm sly ( Read more... )

So I think i am officially depressed again. School is killing me in more ways than one. On average, i am a C student this semester which is absolutely terrible. I put so many hours into homework that i can't do correctly, studying for quizzes/tests that i end up bombing, and sitting in class on the verge of tears. I cry when i can't understand the ( Read more... )

(my tenses are messed up, i'm still not sure whether this is the past or present.. and obviously this is all out of order.. just thoughts ( Read more... )

I'm at work right now, on some down time. I wanted to get on here eventually and write about Me and Teddy's trip to Atlantic City. I don't know if i want to get into all of that right now, but soon ( Read more... )

I am laying here in Teddy's bed. My right arm is turning black from frostbite because the air conditioning vent is right next to me. I am just starting to regain strength, but my head is still spinning and i find it hard to move. I just feel so foolish. This sort of thing happens all the time when it shouldn't. You would think i'd learn, but i ( Read more... )

If there is one thing that i enjoy in this life it is warm weather. Spring break is made so much better when beautiful jersey days come along with it. I slept with the windows open last night, it smelled wonderful. Alas, another snow will freeze the confused cicadas who decided to clear their throats last night ( Read more... )

Well it certainly seems to be raining shit on Kelly Byrne this glorious evening. It's as if the skies today opened up and started to pour on me and only me. I sit here in a cluttered room which closely resembles the emotion i am feeling; disheveled, unorganized, and starving for a clean sweep. As it gets darker i feel more at home, at least. I'm ( Read more... )

So my existence has taken a dramatic turn. "Do you believe in fate, Mallory?" Yes, i do. So far it seems that things happen for a reason. I may not be able to explain what those reasons are, and it probably means i am going to slip and fall in the shower or something, but whatever happens is probably because it meant to. Now, im not a person who ( Read more... )