Not too many things make sense when you're alone. It's hard to wake up in the mornings alone, or come home to an apartment that's absolutely silent, and it's hard to cook (or microwave) food for yourself and know that she's not there waiting for you to finish. It's just damn hard ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I had one too many White Russians last night. By the time the night was almost over, I was showing a complete stranger a trick with cigarette ash.. that's all I really remember. He thought it was cool though, so maybe he was a little hammered as well ( Read more... )

I'm going out tonight. I usually stay inside and watch TV or invite some people over, but tonight for some reason I really just need a change of scenery ( Read more... )

As much time as I have now you'd think I'd be updating more. But no, I gotta go kill time another way. Not that I mind having all this time, it sure beats shelling out 2 movies a year. It's really nice to be the one to decide if I do movies and which movies I try out for though. To have that freedom ( Read more... )

Kind of a catch up of what's been going on lately.. I recently moved into my own apartment in New York, it's small but it suits me. Sometimes I think about leaving this city, it has a lot of bad memories, yet it has a lot of good memories too. So it's bittersweet ( Read more... )

I'm going to quit smoking...

Ha, not even I believe that one. Don't get me wrong, it might happen someday, just not right now. I'm planning on updating more often, so stick around.

[under new management. if anyone has a problem, email me please]

So many beautiful women that are completely unattractive.

WASHINGTON -- Hoping to educate children in South Africa about the realities of the HIV virus, Sesame Street will soon bow a new Muppet infected with the disease ( Read more... )

Maybe I should go out more often. Most of the time, I just sit at home, not doing a whole lot. I eat, I drink, I sleep; that's hard enough. I guess I should be more social, go out with friends, enjoy life ( Read more... )

I looked at them, just watched them running around on the counter. One found some kind of crumb about ten times bigger than itself and tried carrying it... It kept falling over, and it looked like it was drunk, swaying back and forth, trying to juggle this mega-crumb ( Read more... )