I'm gonna brag a little again. It's Monday morning at 9:04 and I have already started to have a wonderful week. I didn3't have to work yesterday, so I went with Adam to his neice's birthday party (she's 2) then we went back to his apartment and just sat and talked. I don't know how long it had been since we had just talked without getting into a ( Read more... )

Wouldn't it figure that the day that I write about how great of a guy Adam is he would be a butt that night. Apparently we fight too much and he thinks we should stop spending so much time together. So to me, that means breaking up... apparently though I'm wrong, because he said that's not what he wants, and his bestfriend and my bestfriend both ( Read more... )

So much has happened since the last time that I wrote in here. Like... hmmm... I have finally found out who my real friends are. You know the ones that you can always count on, you can tell anything even if you know that they will get mad, get into fights but be over them in 2 minutes. You know the ones that yuou will keep for a lifetime. Thank you ( Read more... )

So this is what I have come to realize... no matter how much of yourself you give to a person, no matter how hard you try to be there for them, care about them when they are going through shit... sometimes it just doesn't matter. I'm not a bad person... I'm not saying anyone else is either. And if not being around me... not being my friend is what ( Read more... )

Okay. Justin has decided that since Christy and Chris like each other, he can't hang out with Christy anymore. Okay, if that's what you need to do. But now he has stopped calling me... WHAT??? He said that there is nothing wrong with our friendship, but since he's not talking to her, he hasn't called me in two days. I just don't get it with guys. I ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that it has been so long since I have written to talk to you guys. But to make it up to you , this one should be pretty long, cuz I'm gonna give you a outlined run down of what's been goin' on in my life for about the past three months... maybe farther back ( Read more... )

Alright! Well people I have survived. Josh called me on Friday after I wrote in my journal. Here's the story ( Read more... )

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I never got a note back, so f@*k him right? Thats fine. I meet another guy... Josh. It's like this... he works at a shoe store (I love shoes), is going to college to be a lawyer (ambitious), and listens to Simon and Garfunckel (I love them and I'm only 18, he's only 19). So basically it's like god made us at the same time and then when it was time ( Read more... )

Okay so here's the deal... the guy who kissed me and then didn't speak to me for over a month finally got up with me. Well, he said that he would come over to see me and the he bailed out. I realized that I can't torture myself like this anymore... and since I can't talk to him I wrote him a note telling him about everything and asking him how he ( Read more... )