It seems that time goes by quickly and painlessly when one enjoys oneself.. the minute tragedy hits you.. time stops.. it doesn't seem to pass.. it hurts.. endlessly ( Read more... )

so much has happened in these years and i wish i could recall all of it.. but as life moves on, memories fade.. at least the bad ones ( Read more... )

who is qualified to judge anything really ( Read more... )

I don't know why some things work out and some things don't..
I don't know how to say sorry at times and other times think I didn't say it enough..
I don't know who is a friend from strangers and who is a foe from friends..
I don't know what the truth reveals or what lies are hidden..

But, sometimes it might be better not to know.. sometimes...

dreams.. hopes.. laughter.. kindness.. generous.. ecstatic.. delusional.. emotional.. repetitive.. humorous.. fun.. saviour.. casual..

it was like that.. its like this and it will be like ??

cause and effect.. action and consequences.. determination perpetual.. temporary state..

life has a meaning.. find it !!

its wierd how i always end up being in this state of mind.. no control.. but then i think that's what i aim for .. to loose it all .. senseless state of mind ( Read more... )

I can't remember how time just went by.. more than 6 months ago I had no idea I would still be here in Mexico, working, living life as it is ( Read more... )

a few months ago i was suppose to pack my bags by the end of this week and get ready to leave.. for good.. and now things have changed so drastically.. my going home in a week has become an indefinite plan ( Read more... )

i can' believe he played an april fool's day trick on me yet again.. i always fell for it in the past, and even now, somethings never change..

well it was a good one anyway, but my reaction was not.. couldnt understand why i began to cry.. i mean, its like my emotions are all mixed up and i dont know what i want from life anymore..

every step of one's life, one faces many questions and decisions... sometimes it is wonderable that our lives are shaped according to the decisions we make. if things are screwed up.. we have made bad decisions and we blame everything else but ourselves ( Read more... )