Thus far, 2008 has been a bust. Not really, because nothing is really wrong. I flew home on the 31st, then traveled to Ryan's house. Enjoyed a couple shots, a smoke, and some random ball dropping kisses. Woke up the next morning feeling so alone.

Right now, I am the farthest from my family, have the smallest social circle of my life, and I'm single ( Read more... )

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It is silly, I know, but for the first time in my life, I did not wake up in my mom's house on Christmas day. I have always managed to come home and wake up to find at least one of my sisters. This year, my family is spread across the country: New York. Florida. Seattle. Philly. Minneapolis.

So, Christmas eve was spent working, napping and doing ( Read more... )

 A little boy across from me in the coffee shop just said

"STOP or I'll chop off your weeeeeny!"

so yes, this is all true.

I did all my holla-day shopping in about 2 hours with Michael (at Patina, a shop I'm working at part time.)  We were gifted a 50% off voucher for the season which was beautiful but still my shopping was limited. I am so poor that my phone is technically not working right now because I can't pay my bill until payday on ( Read more... )

"Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, 
it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing."

I love her, dangerously.
 

sometimes

I wonder

what the fuck

I am doing

in minnesota.

and then I get out of work early, finish a new poem and e-mail my friends and family. I look at my phone and see a call from Mike. I have good friends, all utilities included in my apartment, minimal money...but that isn't supposed to matter, right? It's cold here, but too not cold. I like where  ( Read more... )