That's right! I get to come home around October 11th. Oh hell yes! You wouldn't believe it but I actually miss Tampa Bay. It has it's own unique charm that I had grown to love. It's mainly because of the masses of unique people who I was blessed to have grace my life there ( Read more... )

Writing for the army! Let me tell you it’s just some amazing fun stuff. No creativity at all! j/k. I actually get to do some pretty cool stories for my training and one thing they always tell us is to never compromise the truth. We as public affairs specialists in the army are based on truth and the whole truth. Fuck the so help me god! I don’t do ( Read more... )

Yeah it's been a hell of a long time since I updated. There's reason for that I promise! First off for those who don't know, I joined the army. Crazy huh? I'm going to be a military journalist and photographer. It's pretty cool training thus far (at least since basic is done). I do get the feeling of being alone a lot though. I miss being able to ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 78% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Antisocial |||||| 26% Borderline |||||||||||| 50% Histrionic |||||| 26% Narcissistic |||||||||||| 46% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 62% Dependent |||| 18% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 34% ( Read more... )

I've finally decided to meet some new people. Not off myspace or any of that shit. I'm going to go out to a bar tonight after I get off work and talk to people and have a beer. I didn't realize how fucking anti-social I am until I found out how scared I am to do this. I don't know why but it really terrifies me and I feel like I'm going to do ( Read more... )

I found someone to use as a model. Added bonus is that she has a wonderful personality and is kick ass to hang out with!


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I move on and on and yet eveything continually disgusts me in this state of being that I'm in. I see so much that I could be and that I could change but for some reason I have no will to do it. I've become apathetic to a lot of things. It's alright though because there aren't really too many people who give a damn about me. Of course some people ( Read more... )

I should write some sappy emo bullshit about how I hung out with Michelle for the first time in months today and the events that took place but I won't ( Read more... )

Lots of things been going on lately. I got a skateboard and I'm learning how to ride. Totally killing myself doing so though.I've seriously torn myself apart like 3 seperate times so far. It's hella fun but is getting painful. I'm also learning about something new that I'm not going to write about until I learn more about it though.My dad has been ( Read more... )