i dont understand myself sometimes. why am i sucha a hopeless loser? i fall for everyones bullshit, and i cant stop myself. most of the time i just want to help but i end up fucking everything up. i dont know about myself.

i know this line is what you all think of me
"I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for

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i seriously starting to hate the fact that i like girls. i dont know, i just cant find the right one, or anyone for that matter, and i am really staring to hate fucking complaing about it because no one wants to fucking listen to it.

i dont understand, will someone break it down for me?

damn, i hate liking girls, especially when you really like them. and they dont have a clue.

well i was just looking at those rateusa/ buddypic things. those make me so depressed. it makes me realize how im not unique. how there is 10202x 10 people out there just like me.

this weekend was fun. took a skateramp from parkcrest cause they were gonna throw it away. hung out and surfed/skated. lost a skateboard to the la river. and got a lump on my side form the trip to and at michealas.

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i hate finals

i feel sick