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it's really all just another blow to my ego.
second time, doesn't feel any better with this one, either.
even though I have no right to feel this way.
absolutely no right whatsoever.

I still do.

I imagine, I'll get over it.
it'll get better, or at least I'm hoping.

but all in all, it's just one less thing to hope for.

I am going to be in south dakota in 9 days.
I am both incredibly excited, and extremely nervous.
the retarded shit is that I'm probably going to cry when I see her.

It's been a long time coming...far too long.

this would be better if I could just move.

( some music thing stolen from sara )

so, news for today.
a friend whom I thought I'd lost is now talking to me again, so I'm happy.
and, even though it's way belated and I haven't told a whole lot of people yet, I'm going to be an uncle again.

even though I'm not going to tag anybody else, because sara's fucking lame or something.

seven songs I'm into lately.

1. unkle - reign
2. bury your dead - magnolia
3. life in your way - the change
4. the prosaics - failure
5. the fall of troy - f.c.p.r.e.m.i.x.
6. questia - crystal clouds
7. august burns red - consumer

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