Well yeah it's me! I never really update this thing anymore! I really should! Anyways things that have been going on here in Abilene suck! I am single and actually am enjoying it once again! Even though sometimes I am lonely! Mandy my ex has been making my life hell and turning my friends from me but thats ok, if they are willing to take her side ( Read more... )

" The refusal to belong to any school of thought, the repudiation of the adequacy of any body of beliefs whatever, and especially of systems, and a marked dissatisfaction with traditional philosophy as superficial, academic, and remote from life-that is the heart of existentialism"

Written By:

Walter Kaufman

Well lately I have been thinking about getting in contact with my real mom! I was adopted as a lot of you know and some of you are just now finding out! Anyways I called lastnight to figure out the number to Christian Family Services in St. Louis from which agency I was adopted through! So I called the agency and got the answering service! I really ( Read more... )

Life is strange these day! Working a lot hgas got me down some and my old group of friends have either moved or we just don't hang out anymore! I recently got out of a relationship a couple of weeks ago and my ex keeps begging me to take her back! I am affraid to though because there was too much fighting plus she was a jealous person and kinda ( Read more... )

I have not been on this cite in forever! I really don't know what to say! Life is going good I guess! I am very in love with my girlfriend Mandy! I feel as though she completes me! Other than this I got to see Travis when he came down for Christmas just like he did last year! We all had a blast! I also saw Ericha which is strange not seeing her ( Read more... )

Well this week my ex-fiance found me on myspace and has started talking to me! My emotions are so mixed becuase I still have love deep down in my heart but, not sure what to do! I really like this other girl I have been talking to lately named Mandy!The only thing is the love in my heart never faded for my ex fiance but I had to learn to move on ( Read more... )

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Maniac pleasure bomb ( Read more... )

A over developing sadness ( Read more... )

Well I am back once again!!! I think everybody should join me at myspace because it's a whole lot better! Look for me on there! Drowning In Apathy is my name!!!! I might keep typing in this one everyonce in a while!
Laters!
Jason (Machinethoughts)