you need some time out of school. after the whole school thing is said and done, it's much easier to realize that things like history papers and GPA and the like don't make a difference in the world nor to your own life. And if your art is as great as you've made it sound, then there's no use for boring history any way. you certainly don't have to be everything to everybody; and if you are, that must be exhausting. be selfish and fuck off those things that you feel you should--read The Cheese Monkeys by Chip Kidd if you haven't already--because your time is much too important to not be spent living, and--if I may--tears shed over history assignments is not quite living.
if nothing else, sleep is certainly the answer to many questions.
Sleep was the answer. I hardly got enough last night, but in comparison to the awfulness of history articles, the sleep was amazing and lovely.
Also, I don't make good art, I'm just good at following directions and making the sort of art my teachers expect. It's bland and unoriginal is all I mean. But it gets good grades. Which is why I'm doing it, not because I enjoy it really. Eh.
There're directions someplace on this site. Deletey ones I mean. I miss you! I miss people. And doing things. And not having to pack or write boring ass papers for school. Wanna come up here and help mom and us move? :D Bring Aaron and Jon! They're big, strapping boys! They can move my piano. Mom will give them beer and food. You can have beer and food too, if you want. :)
I wish I could. Aaron works every day and its getting so close to when WE are moving I just can't right now. But soon he will have every other weekend off so we will have a bit lighter load. By the way, your mom called me yesterday. Your MOM can call me but you cant? What the hell kinda best friend are you anyway?! (besides cute, thats a given)
Man! It's not like I tell her to call you so I don't have to or something. I think she just does it to make me look bad. Everytime I get a hankering to talk to you it's late at night and I'm scared of the people in your house. Terry is up here right now. Being loud and bossy with her loud, rude kids. Yuck. What did mom call you for?
I wouldn't leave, I just have so many old things on here that I either don't believe or agree with anymore or things that are just embarassing. I'd make a new one and tell mostly everyone what it is. :)
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if nothing else, sleep is certainly the answer to many questions.
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Also, I don't make good art, I'm just good at following directions and making the sort of art my teachers expect. It's bland and unoriginal is all I mean. But it gets good grades. Which is why I'm doing it, not because I enjoy it really. Eh.
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Nice icon by the way!
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Thankee!
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