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Sex dream
I've had sexual dreams the last three nights in a row i think. Last night I almost had dream sex with Annie but Sormeh cockblocked us. I forget the night before. Before that i dream fingered Jay but he would not let me go down on him even though he wanted it, and also got propositioned by a sexy aged female werewolf, but she had an orgy with ( Read more... ) -
Overcomitted
Maybe i shouldn't be trying to learn more sound engineering on top of the paid gigs i get, on top of working at easy creole 6 days a week, on top of seeing 8 people. This is the second time I've met up with John Carr to spend some hours of my time following him around and picking up info. And both times I'm squeezing it in on days i already work ( Read more... ) -
I'm so happy
So many dates. So much love aimed at me! It is the best. -
Annie
Annie makes me smile. He sets my heart aflutter. Texting about grass waving in the wind, or sitting by the fire with him, feels like really good sexting in how it sets my heart to racing. He is intoxicating. If I'm lucky, I'm in the position to stretch out that magic for a good long while, with occaisional dates and a very slow relationship. My ( Read more... ) -
Dear future Mack: read this and you will feel better.
Clementine Hawthorne Awww. Mack, you are one of my favorites. I don't know if you realize, but you've taught me a lot of things just by the way you exist, and take up space ( Read more... ) -
Why
Just had Jay read to me for 20 min. He sounded so pissed off I sort of wanted to run away. I had him read to me last night too, but for longer. In theory I like listening to his voice but this sort if objectively seems like a bad idea and a metephor for our relationship. I chase after and wait for him, then get a very small reward that is only ( Read more... ) -
How
Do I get over this person? -
Reverse honeymoon
I think i made the best out of being in Hawaii with my 3rd ever longterm close partner riht after he decided he was leaving me for someone else. Considering he didn't want me anymore. -
Dating gulfie
I've been "officially" dating him since January 1st. Which seems silly, the officialness of it. But I've seen him so much that it is entirely possible I've seen him every day. Part of me wants to think and figure it out. -
Fix it man
When I want to do favors unasked, like someone's dishes, or mopping the floor or scrubbing the tub or spackleing and touching up a wall it's some mixture of wanting to be liked and appreciated, and purely wanting to take care of the items I'm fixing (for the sake of the item or for the sake of my wanting to use it).
I wonder what the percentage is ( Read more... )