long time no update.

no need for lj anymore, i guess. all i do anymore is go to school, go to the rec, work (a loooot), be with travis/family/friends, and sleep.

speaking of travis, i'm really happy with him. we had our valentine's day today because i'll be working on tuesday night, and he came over early this morning with a dozen beautiful roses ( Read more... )

i am   so   happy.

i have exactly what i want back. and i never want to let it go again.  it's too great to throw around and not appreciate. so, i'm going to start taking full and complete advantage of my relationship with travis, and i hope more than anything that it all works out. he makes me happier than anyone, and i want things to stay that ( Read more... )

so, i've completely neglected my LJ. i could do a 5000 paragraph update on all the crap that has been going on in my life, but i'll spare you all the boredom or the pain of reading all of my problems and just do a short little summary.

i'm making the best grades i've made in high school this year.  i'm doing things that hurt other people but i ( Read more... )

i want you to care.

without the drugs.

do you? i'm skeptical.

man, i'm so horrible at LJ now. i didn't even post pictures of europe, or my tattoo, or anything. :/ sorry, guys.

so, school lately hasn't been so horrible. physics, history, english, french, and com ap are all good, and precal isn't as bad as i expected.  i now have my license, and i can legally drive the car of my dreams (for now) around whenever ( Read more... )

so, i got that chemical peel with thao, and completely destroyed my face. it's better now, but that was the absolute worst pain i have ever felt. worse than the PTC and everything, and i paid for it. wooow. i wrote my first paper for my english class about faith, and i think i did really well. mrs. brennan said it was "very nice," so i'm expecting ( Read more... )

i just feel like writing a journal entry right now ( Read more... )

last night was the visitation. we got there a little late, but it ended up alright. while we were in line, i saw allison and talked to her, but when i was in the middle of talking to her, norris ran up to me with that smile on his face, and i talked to him for a long time--i love that man so much. he's always been the best to me, with all the nick- ( Read more... )

i said bye to taylor tonight.
i don't know what i'm going to do.
i cried for more than an hour. nonstop. that's the most i've ever cried.
what do you do when your best friend ever moves away? i don't know. i'm already lost, and she hasn't even moved yet. but i won't get to see her for another few months or so.

*I hope you know
That you were my best ( Read more... )

i just realized ( Read more... )