i need some good songs...so if you get any inspiration let me know. i finally figured out how to download here so please help me out. nothing new really still bored still want to go home. still frustrated with a life i cant change.i miss my life the way it was there are some things i dont miss but those are just the bad. i had alot of good things ( Read more... )

why cant i feel anything anymore. why do my parents feel the liberty to keep me here like this. i am so homesick its unreal.im sick of speaking spanish 24-7 im sick of not having friends,im sick of drinking,im sick of stupid old men that whistle at you and grope you with their eyes. im sick of pretending im fine just so i can go home. im sick of ( Read more... )

im soo tired i would love to go home. ive been offered the chance to go to brazil in december for 10 days but honestly i just want to go home.i know that seems stupid to most of you but i want to start my life and get it moving. i want to become something instead of sitting here wondering. i called kirk today and talked to hima nd we are on good ( Read more... )

so ive been here for almost 2 months now and it is so beautiful. the sun has started to shine and spring is coming. i miss all my few friends and ive realized that some of the people i was chilling with were just fucking me up more and showing me the worst side of humanity rather than the best. i am ready to go home and work and save and go to ( Read more... )

sometimes people are deluded into thinking that their words hold some gravity.yesterday i got home later than was expected and my uncle bitched me out and told me that if i didnt start acting accordingly then my parents were going to make me stay until december. i was like what the fuck?? what the hell did i do. i have been good here.and today my ( Read more... )

in my case its lexapro lol.i miss birmingham soo much.i miss dee and casey and nicole and most definitely my beautiful tk. i hope all of you are doing well.i miss all of you and i hope life finds you in a favorable light,i have realized here that there are things i needed to change and i think i have succeeded so far. i am happier and more myself. ( Read more... )

spin around and fall down ....do it again.you stumble and you fall.. do it again..oh wont you ever learn....so i had my first lesson the other day,it was glorious. i didnt get to get my bellybutton pierced cause it was raining too hard to walk to the piercers. so ill just have to wait,but i dont mind. well today i am going to my uncles beach house ( Read more... )

soo today i was walking by myself and i bought a bottle of bacardi rum(lol) and i was sitting by the river on some steps drinking and thinking and i decided to go visit the jewelry bazaar that they have which is near the river. i met these two old men and they kicked ass. they were funny and i sat and talked with them for a while and i shared a ( Read more... )

how do yalllike my icon?? i thought it kicked ass. but hey thats just me. it mind offend some but what doesnt.so i have a book you should definitely read the davinci code god it has educated me about art and it is really good..so read it if you can.chile will soon be beautiful and full of spring,flowers,color,heat..tans. i cant wait. love sucks but ( Read more... )

so im still here and the weather is bad. there is rain everywhere and flooding.its horrible people are having to evacuate their houses. thank God we live in a good neighborhood. but this time will pass and bring on the most beautiful time of year...spring.spring in valdivia is the most beautiful time of year here.i am getting used to being here. ( Read more... )