the flowers in my graveyard are gone,anything and every friend i have had or ever loved has become a dim notion from the past. a memory of what i loved so fiercely but that didnt really love back. do i need all this help that people say i do..am i really so far lost.is everything i believe so wrong? i know i hate how things have become for me..ive ( Read more... )

things that have happened..chile has elected its first female president.Bachelet is now the first female president in the history of Chile!!!!!!!!!!!1that is amazing. i was on piñeras side but i hope bachelet doesnt allow herself to be run by other people. i hope she is a strong,wise,and peaceful president that will help further the beauty that is ( Read more... )

i got back from chile a few weeks ago and its weird to be here i am going back in a year though.im going back for christmas..i dont know why i write in this thing no one reads it anyways whats the point!!!? i need a job so badly....well thts about it.
peace
makita

hey dee ,nicole...dray..im in brazil!!!im in camboriu brazil and i have never ever ever been in such a paradise. the people here are refreshingly friendly and nice.it is beautiful the weather is gorgeous. we went to the brazilian club last night and were going to a party on the beach tonight. i got extremely shit faced with a friend here when i was ( Read more... )

i love my beautiful friends. of course both of you are right and i wouldnt change having you in my life for anything in the world. i love you both so much and i feel so privileged to have you in my life. i am so glad i was given this opportunity to learnto live again. i see life in such a different light and i want to show my parents my friends and ( Read more... )

my mom sent me this email saying that her and my dad are nervous about me coming home.we´re all nervous about me going home.will i ever be seen as human and just as capable of failure as the next person. will i ever be seen as someone who can succeed? will i ever be seen.i cant change my past but i can form my future and that is what i am going to ( Read more... )

hello everyone. i dont get why i write in this anymore...i guess it helps me. well its exactly 19 days until i come back home, and i am having interesting feelings about it. ive been having alot of premonitions about it. i am terrified. i dont know. i was sent here to change and i am not really different,just happier and more content with myself ( Read more... )

fear is the most crippling emotion,it keeps us from making our dreams realities,and it blinds us from seeing the way out at times. i wonder what life would be like without fear andi draw a blank because i cant imagine my life without it.i am standing at a crossroads and i am so torn between paths and i dont know which way to go and i just want to ( Read more... )

i went to a beautiful party last night and get this...drumroll please.....i got to smoke chilean weed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wooohoooooo...thats all ive wanted while being here and it came true!!!! i was so psyched and it was so good and it tasted like heaven!! haha. *sigh*beautiful things...i love it...and i bought this gigantic tube of beer and me and ( Read more... )

hello world!!!! i am slightly bored but content i had a good day yesterday*sigh*. i love chile. anyways i am excited about coming home i have so little time left here i have to get my shopping out of the way. i still have some people left on my list. some things to buy.i wonder what it will be like when i get home...oh well too bad i cant see the ( Read more... )