Basically, Shadow and I are waiting to hear from Heather (his sister)  what Paul (step-father) is planning to do, what arrangements will be made so we know if we're flying out there or not. 

On this Valentine's Day I want to take a moment and tell all of my friends and family how much I love you. You know who you are. You've each touched my life in some special way and helped to shape the person I am today. I wish you all only the best.

Am home alone.  Was going into the shower to clean up after spending most of the day hiding from migraine.  Looked in mirror.  Male face behind me.  Looked behind me.  Nothing there.  Looked back in the mirror.  Gone.

Pixi scuttles out from her darkened bedroom, screams "Migraine!" and scurries back in.   She attempts to hide in a dark quiet room until it either goes away or she goes to sleep. The universe has other plans.  Someone, either in one of the units above her or in the laundry room next door is doing construction.  Attempts to ignore it are foiled by ( Read more... )

( Medical Musings )

back from Endocrinologist and errands. Pooped. Doc took eight vials of blood from me and is making me do a twenty four hour urine collection. Yay! Basically checking to see if I might have an endocrine disease

Sunday I was feeling sick and miserable. So sick that I ended up canceling plans with an old friend of mine. Because we were in Springfield for the yearly train show and Shadow was helping Gary from TrainTek I couldn't just go home. I hung out at the booth and attempted to help as much as possible. But around two I gave up, found a chair, ( Read more... )

It's late and I'm up flipping through old journal entries. Did you know that I started this thing in October of 2000? Makes this journal almost ten years old. Wow.

I was a much unhappier person back then, way too maniac depressive.

Recently attended a Co-Ed Athena's Toy party. Was a lot of fun. Wondering if I hosted one who would be interested in attending.

Dream geography can be very odd. Last night I had a dream about trying to fly to Florida. But Florida was too expensive, so we flew to Missouri, which apparently was right next to Florida. Also kept having to retake the flight because bad things kept happening. First flight Shadow died, so I called a redo. Second flight was cool with really ( Read more... )