So Im completely shitty.. Found myself looking at all the potentials.. And I saw myself alone.. I started to cry. It wouldnt stop.. I still LOVE YOU LUCAS.. I dont know how to do this alone.. I would call just to hear your voice mail.. To hear your voice.. I dont know how to deal.. I dont know how to live with out you.. Am I too honest.. Your ( Read more... )

Its been awhile.. I wont be writing as much cause of myspace and all.... But I'll still update... Anyway.. So Im on a major diet.. My insecuritys ae getting to me in the sack.. Lisa cant have none of that... So yea.. The only thing thats pissin me off is I cant drink.. I dont know how long thats gonna last.. ok moving on ( Read more... )

Not to much goin on right now.. Umm lets see.. Other then my brain is a mess... First off my mom had her surgery.. So she is going to be alright.. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. But that left me to freak about Lucas leaving... See I pushed that away cause tehre were other tjings much more important.. And then ma was fine and tears started flowing.. And I ( Read more... )

Still nothing.. I miss him... He's going to leave and not even say goodbye... I feel like im losing myself.. My mom has surgery real soon.. This is all to much going on I cant seem to find my reality right now.. Hopefully when I start really working things will get back to normal... The past two weekends have been a blast.. Meg, Mo, Nicole and I ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile.. but a lot has happened.. I dont want to get into to much detail.. Lucas got the job in Boston... I didnt take it to well... So i took 3 days off... We spent the week together... It kinda felt like goodbye.. And I wasnt too far off.. My uncles brother died.. That was pretty sad.. And then on Friday I lost my job.. Some bitch ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Ok.. well its been awhile.. So Luke never showed this weekend.. I was very bummed.. I called him on Saturday and he was in Flag.. I have no right to be mad.. But if he comes back talking bout some girl im going to punch him... Saturday was quite busy.. Ambers baby shower.. Then off to the mall.. And then we went out for Lynn's Birthday.. HAPPY ( Read more... )

So I was getting so worried.. Lucas and I had plans for Flagstaff.. I still hadn't heard from him.. I was so bummed.. So I get home from work on Friday.. Absolutely nothing going on.. Watching TV. Getting ready to cry.. and my phone rings.. Its my cutie.. And he wants me to come get him. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... We made Preston play Scene It.. That was ( Read more... )

I was taggeed by Miss ( Read more... )

This weekend wasn't bad.. The new roomy is really cool.. Friday I came home from work and hung with everyone around the pool... Preston and I hit it off pretty well.. He likes his girls thick.. So I think he has a bit of a crush... But whatever.. Saturday I didn't awake to Lucas.. That was depressing.. Instead I work to Danny's very loud child.. I ( Read more... )