Well the last 2 weeks have been all sorts of weird.. I have not heard from Colt which is a good thing.. Or his Cell mate for that matter.. Which is a great thing.. I'm glad I took the mothers advice and did not write him back... Lucas is on my mind all of the time.. Its always just a few months and then I forget all the shitty things he did.. I ( Read more... )

Happy Valen-SUCK day.. As most of you know I hate Valentines day a.k.a. Valen-suck day... So I hope you all had fun.. I didn't not.. It was lonely.. boo hoo.. I did end up at Errol's last night... Where we drank to much and had a fight.. Valen-SUCK day has cursed me for years.. And it lived up to it this year... I'll leave it at that ( Read more... )

Ok.. so everything has been ok... I went to see Colt this past weekend.. It went very well.. We had a contact visit which was great.. We touched legs.. How pathetic.. I was excited to touch legs.. But it meant something.. I got butterflys.. It was cool... We talked forever.. I miss him so much.. But he might not get out now.. I wont know till Feb ( Read more... )

Well I need to update baby.. Colt and I are good.. He is still my stupid studly boyfriend... hahaha.. He wants to start over as in forget the past and have a real relationship.. he said that he loves me enough not to hold me back from my life but it would kill him if i moved on.. Yea I was like you should have said that from the begining... he ( Read more... )

Ok.. well not so much in a bad mood anymore.. Its almost Christmas.. Im actually super excited this year.. And I have a bunch of new cool presents I need to hand out... I get a week off paid. Have I stressed on how much I love my job.. my trainer is the shit ( Read more... )

Well this past week went by like shit... Other then I really like my job and will be there 4-ever.. I hope... I even get a week off paid.. its great.. Well my car is trully falling apart.. Getting a little freaked out over it... It will work it self out though... Um yea my boyfriend sends all his picture to me and doesnt call or write.. What an ass ( Read more... )

Ok well I need to update.. Well I got a phone call from my dad on thursday sayin my grandpa was really gettin bad and that i needed to see him before he went.. So lynn, Meg and I went up there to see him.. He pretty much said goodbye and that he loved me.. Later that night we went to the Jimmy eat world concert.. that was a great show... Meg, Lynn ( Read more... )

Ok.. the past 2 weeks have been all sorts of weird.... Oh I got the job at Medtronics.. The question is.. Can I keep the fuckin thing????? But I am very excited about it.. Well we had a big bbq 2 saturdays ago... I had a blast.. To my surprise Joe even showed... It turned out to be a great night... I got to see my Kyle.. i missed him so much.. ( Read more... )

Ok.. i failed the test at Mo's work.. lol.. It was hard.. I got a week of pay out of it.. i had a job interview with Medtronics.. Seems like all went well.. wish me luck on that one... This pat weekend was a blast though.. Meg, Mo, Lynn, Joe, Frank, Leyna, Errol, Kris and his cunt girlfriend and I all went to Flickas for some drinks.. Everything ( Read more... )

Well it takes awile for me to update... Ok here we go... Last weekend was full of fun.. Kris brought his new girl over.. There was nothin but drama over that.. Not going to get to detailed.. Lucas called.. Yea of course we are not on very good terms.. I told him I loved him and not to call me anymore.. Well he called like 10 times that night.. It ( Read more... )