tonight, will be. chaos.

and thomas melillo, i love you. no matter what's happening, where you're going in life, who's with or without you, i love you. you're an awesome person who deserves nothing more than what he gives. and potsdam will ROCK.

"you'll never see a finer ship in your life.

update later when i get back from montauk with nix.

call my cellphone and leave a voicemail if you have happenin' plans for me tonight. or just love me an incredible amount and want to do so. 516.524.1248.

i was going to write a REAL journal, but then i got sidetracked by the fact that ERICK RAMIREZ stole my fucking profile.

When we're together, I feel perfect ( Read more... )

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reality check: i'm on myspace, surfing for suny potsdam-goers.

i just spent a half an hour writing in this fucking piece of crap, and exed it out by accident when my right hand had a spasm.
BLIMEY.

basically, life is amazing, and going too fast. i've been out every night all night with the people that matter. ted leo and radio 4 rock my socks, and i can't wait until new hampshire and potsdam in the next two ( Read more... )

ALL I CAN FUCKING SAY IS...OH MY GOD.

FFTBALLKID1: oh yea
brat00A: hey loveeeee how the anxiety level?

it's my FUCKING prom tonight.

my nails are already done, i just have to get hair done at 1:00, then makeup at MAC in the mall at 330. i am finally ready for one of the best days to come.

the past two days have been crazy. i got kicked out of the ( Read more... )

hahahaha oh man.

can i even begin to explain yesterday's events? let's try, shall we? it's a long one, so if you're not in the mood, EFF YOU.

i awoke at 1145am to an empty house, and felt the urge to hangout with sarah, since i never see her anymore. i gave her a buzz and found out soon after she was at the physics regents' review, and would shout me ( Read more... )

i officially hate asians even more than i did before. i went to get my prom dress fixed AGAIN because my body hates me and so does everything i put on it..and the guy told me that "maybe i should go on a diet". FUCK YOU, YOU OLD, DISGUSTING, WASTE OF A LIFE ASIAN MAN WITH A BELLY THE SIZE OF A SMALL CHILD. DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. so ( Read more... )

i'm not elaborating much on tonight because there really isn't much to elaborate on. today i succeeded in fulfilling all my prom duties i.e making appointments for my nails, ordering boutonniere's and my corsage, running amok in eckerd with the girls, etc. tonight i went to the diner with kerri, conor, kelly ,ali schliss, nix, dan, amanda, and tim ( Read more... )