yeah... and it sucks. hahaha
had to get ready for winter hat weather.

I had a strange dream about subway ( Read more... )

well i started on the quitting smoking train. started on the patch, didnt plan on any of it. work up one morning, and thought, hey, today i'm not gonna smoke. so i didn't. for 8 days. Then today, i had a bad day. overall. andi'm all outta patches, so i caved. I had one smoke. it felt good, but it also felt shitty. really shitty. now my chest hurts ( Read more... )

Tattoo today!
scared!
hahahahahaha
i'm nervous.. my first experience was tough...but it was done by someone just learning... so hopefully a pro job will be less ...er.....hurtin'

we'll see.
i'll have to update later... and either ramble joyously... or moan and bitch and complain.

: )

turns out... all that food made me sluggish and very tired.. but also made me really fucking sick. so here i sit. at almost five am.. sick as a dog... cramps, nausea, and sweats.... and being tired and worn out feeling ( Read more... )

tonight, well tonight i committed the deadly sin of gluttony ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK ( Read more... )

oh my.. another day, another dollar ( Read more... )

I wont' try to rap this time. hahaha ( Read more... )

I wasn't imagining things.. and it wans't just fireworks.. or a cartire blowout.. now there's all kinds of siren's..
i should watch the news tomorrow evening.. see how close it was to my apartment.. holy fuck. I thought i moved outta the hood.