So, I still have a livejournal, odd, no?

Maybe I'll use it.  Perhaps not.  I'LL NEVAR TELL!!!

exquisite and empty

and also gone

it's that one thing that pushes you behind
that one thing that keeps you from ever getting ahead again.
it's that one lie... and you can never seem to speak the truth again
it's nothing-nothing... but so much
everything.and it's certainly not one thing ( Read more... )

Tallow is a mixture of beeswax, paraffin and animal lard and I, Nicole, made a kick ass dragon out of tallow today. Tommorow- a penguin out of ice! Or maybe a frog or a turtle. I think a snake would be pretty cool, but I think it would break.

haven't updated in forever... not like anyone is on livejournal anymore, apparently myspace is way more bad ass. I find it to be extremely funny that now... somehow... I'm involved in high school drama back at my high school while I'm here... AT COLLEGE IN MINNESOTA.

har har har.

shit sucks. I didn't like this high school crap when i was in ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in about two weeks, oh well. Started my soups and stocks class in school and I get to hear my arteries dying every day. The chefs use sooooo much salt in everything. Of course, the sauces are generally supposed to go on unseasoned food and not be eaten plain, but dear god. They're going to rob all of their students blind, and ( Read more... )

Umm... school is going great, it's fun and I'm getting good grades ( Read more... )

I got a gypsy costume yesterday at the ren fest. It's awesome, and hot. I love it!!

Ugh, I might be going to the funeral on wednesday... i don't know though. I really don't want to miss school or work, so I'll need to see what time it's at and how long of a drive it'd be... grr...

Woo I'm going back to NC in less than a week ( Read more... )

I had fillet mignon today in butchery class, and I watched our teacher hack it off of the spine of half a cow. It was awesome. We got this peice of beef that weighed about 160lbs and it included the back right leg and the spine up to where the ribs end. It was freakin' crazy, man.