We just signed up for life insurance. I guess I'm happy about that. At least I'm relieved 'cuz it's one less thing to stress about. Lehm says not to worry, that I'll find plenty of other stuff to stress about. Hm, quite the vote of conficence...

Two glasses of wine late and I feel like typing ( Read more... )

So we went to our favorite restaurant tonight, Viva Mercados (and if you're ever in Vegas YOU MUSSST GO HERE). It's a really popular place and even when we call ahead there's still a little bit of a wait. We never have a problem with waiting though, since the food and service is worth any wait and their margaritas are fabulous!!! So we're ( Read more... )

Dammit!!! What the HELL is wrong with my DVD player?!? It doesn't want to play movies anymore and I'm so sad about that because I looove movies. The only way it will play is if I bang on the top of the player while it's loading. Buut at least it works, right? Well I'm off to do some stitching and watch Hannibal. Later.

Just random thoughts today. I'm talking online with my old highschool friend, Jen. Things aren't doing that hot for her. Ex-husband's in jail which means no child support for a while and the pipes burst under her house and she's got no money to fix 'em. Guess my life's not so bad then - water runs and no alcoholic exes to deal with ( Read more... )

I jsut don't know where to start. I could go on for hours in a sticky mess of self-pity and self-rigeteousness and sadness but what would it accomplish. Suffice to say I just feel really fucked up and alone right now. Lehm keeps getting on me about all the shit I didn't do today, all the things I failed to plan properly and asking me to do shit ( Read more... )

Mmmm, nice relaxing couple of days. Had a great time yesterday out at Mt Charleston with Deanna and Keo. But oww, should've worn sunscreen as my shoulders and upper arms are tinged painfully red. I made spaghetti this evening while Lehm did some work in the backyard. I used the excuse that I had to fix dinner and didn't want to expose my ( Read more... )

I title this entry as such because it fits well with my current situation. I am drinking wine (red) and eating cheese (brie). Does brie go with red? I dunno, but they both taste great to me. I've been fixated with brie cheese ever since I went to this winery in Pahrump and they served this dish with brie and fruit and bruschetta and lots of ( Read more... )

I'm just fucking depressed. That's all there is. And I feel kinda trapped right now. Not happy. Not happy with where I'm at. Haven't been to the gym in about a month and it's all my cat's fault. She's 17 years old and she's dying. I'm so sad about that. Really sad. Maybe thats the root to everything I'm feeling. As I type these words my ( Read more... )

My coworker uses the term "hot mess" when referring to something that is horribly fucked up beyond one's ability to correct. My computer is a hot mess right now. Ah, my innocent spouse... He thought he was downloading a free update from Microsoft. What we now have as a result of his gullibility is a shitload of spyware, adware, and who know ( Read more... )