it's 12:30am. it's about 80 degrees inside of my room and probably 10 outside my window. why is life so confusing? you seek and strive for a certain thing for weeks or months or years because you want it. and then one day you realize that no, that's why or what you want. (i don't even know why i am writing this...i just need to write.) you realize ( Read more... )

Your first dawn blinded you, left you cursing the day.
Entrance is crucial and it's not without pain.
There's no path to follow, once you're here.
You'll climb up the slide and then you'll slide down the stairs.

It's foreign on this side,
But it feels like I'm home again.
There's no place to hide
And I'm nothing but scared.

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

After a week and a half of being disturbingly emotional and breaking down every other minute over seemingly stupid things, I think I figured out my problem: I'm going through a mid-college crisis. I have no idea of what I want to be when I grow up. Ever since ninth grade, I thought I knew exactly what I wanted to do and major in. And now, I don't ( Read more... )

Today Was The Best Afternoon I Have Spent In Years.

1.5 days until I'm done with work.
2 days until my cousin's wedding.
6 days until the beginning of tech week for "The Wiz"
25 days until my flight back to the city.

25 days, 25 days....I can totally do this.

I realized tonight why I don't like watching the news. It gets me so upset. Physically and mentally angry. So I need to rant right now. I really don't care if you listen or not ( Read more... )

Friends, Romans, Countrymen....
For you sanity as well as mine, you should check out http://www.jacksonpollock.org/. Now.
Just move your mouse around and occasionally click your mouse to enjoy the goodness.

That's right kids! I'm back in California! Gimme a call if you want to hang out.

Nothing can make my day like a Gay Pride Parade. But when it's in Paris...it just adds a little special something.