How to start this lovely name journal off I could with the obvious over-dramatic journal that goes with this journal title or just skip that and they out this problem(also hard to be over-dramatic when your listening to The Lonely Island) plain and simple like.I can't trust anyone not my father,sister(when we where talking),friends anyone plain and ( Read more... )

Its sad when you realize that part of you is dead or damaged be on repair.That everything that happen has destroyed part of your soul,heart an mind.So that pain you feel will always be there even if your happy that pain will be there.I guess I always know this just to get to the point where you learned to live with all that pain but its all still ( Read more... )

I look at picture of you an wonder ( Read more... )

My thoughts are pretty scattered right now so here I am writing them down hopefully that will make me feel better.I got into University of Toledo I know big right at least I was happy a about getting into a Four year college I don't have to miss any of the college fun by going to community I can get the full experience.Its Exactly what I want or at ( Read more... )

So just to throw this out here right away I'm not talking about why I need to be free from this live but more of the level of it I want and what it truly means to be free.Now I'm not sure if I have written a journal like this before but bare with me cause I thought about this on the way home from the movies.I guess that a good way to start my story ( Read more... )

Been asking myself that question lately.I wonder if me playing any part of this game was turning me into her.So I stopped almost all communication with her besides one word answers to her questions.So she doing what she normal does trying to make me angry.It works but I still hold my tongue so nothing to bad comes out.I can tell she wants me to ( Read more... )

There a point in your life when you realize that you can't make people understand you.It's pretty simple reason why They did not go through what you did.Even if the same things happen to them that person may be effected differently and even if it does not how they dealt with it may be different.Most people can't truly understand cause well there ( Read more... )

Alright any big news.Well I'm back to me thinking that girl likes me.Long story of stupid shit but its back I guess.God I hate this crap.The sad part I have asked her out already and now where kind of in this limbo area.So this not like the 5 other times where I just never ask.My dad called keystone to find out that they had not sent penn state my ( Read more... )

I find myself yet again lost on how to start this.Well I will start with where my mind as been for the last hour or so. A place I try to avoid but I never able too.My sister and more to the point me around my sister and the job that I either placed on myself or just fell to me. Protecting her now I know most brothers protect there sisters ( Read more... )

I guess I should start with the biggest thing that has happen with in the last two weeks(besides my father not having cancer).I don't know really how to explain how it happen other I was writing a journal about being lonely.When I cracked and whatever I had been holding back for the last 9 or 10 months came flooding through.I simply broke there is ( Read more... )