I got an unexpected phone call this morning from mom. Said she simply wanted someone to talk to. But I always worry when she calls that early in the morning...We talked for I know a good 4 hours or so. I finally told her somethings that I had not told her in the past and it actually felt good ( Read more... )

I had nothing to do so I thought I would give you all an update. I cant remember the last time that I did this...Chris called me the other night and we ended up talking for hours and hours. It was nice to catch up with old friends. It had been and still has been awhile since I have talked to him or any of the other guys for that matter. I heard ( Read more... )

Some people really piss me off.

How long has it been since I updated this thing? A long time thats really all I know. I have been doing alot of thinking lately. About everything that has happened in the past and what I want to see happen in the future ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for everything that has happened in the past. I want to start over, with everyone......

I thought since I have nothing to do, I would try to update this thing...So here goes nothing ( Read more... )

Last night was the first night that I slept all night without waking up, tossing and turning. Love and I finally got the chance to talk the other night, it's still alittle too early too tell what is going to happen, but at least now we both know what the other wants. So hopefully we can get through this. I know thats what I want anyways. And I ( Read more... )

Well I think I have been neglecting this thing so I think I should update now. I am still in Ireland with Love. Things have been kinda weird I guess you could say for awhile, and this is my fault. When I thought of coming back here I had only one thing in mind....Trying to work things out with her. When I got here though, my mind went different ( Read more... )

-purchases 1 first class ticket to Ireland, looks over the ticket, smiling alittle to himself, thinking...I hope it's not to late-

Today is a day of apologies ( Read more... )