So I have been working and focusing on work for MADE, And MADE is having their first Tour. It starts Wenesday in Cincinnati Ohio. If you want to check it out Click here for tour dates I think the line up of bands are awesome we have ( Read more... )

Alright. You know what? Fuck it. I am tired of trying. Im so glad I have Love. I wouldnt know anything if it wasnt for her. Things that my brothers should have told me, and they didnt. Im sick of it. I try to be there, and all I get is pushed away. Well Im not going to be there to push around anymore. From now on you are going to see a new side of ( Read more... )

Am I always the last to know?
Joel? A dad?
Yeah thats great. Who else knew? I dont even care anymore. Whatever. Not like this should be any different. No one tells me anything anyways. I give up.
Baby, I love you.

So lets see where to begin. Ok, I havent been acting like myself lately, actually I think i like the way I have been acting. Dont know if anyone else does, but hell I do. I just have a different outlook on life and the things around me. I dont look at things for the bad, I look at them for the good there is to them. Even people around me. I have ( Read more... )

LALALALALALA I AM JOSH MADDEN
LALALALALALA HOW COOL IS THAT?
LALALALALALA YOU ALL LOVE HAVING ANOTHER MADDEN HERE
LALALALALALA IM A MADDEN
LALALALALALA A BORED MADDEN
LALALALALALA
LALALALALALA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT IS ALL!
LALALALALALA
LALALALALALA
LALALALALALA

I think I am going to get a tattoo

So yeah I did alot of thinking lately and I came up with a solution. I am here. If you want to talk to me, thats fine. If not, thats fine too. I am trying to change my outlook on life and the things around me. Sometimes you have to just step back and see what it is exactly that you are doing wrong, and try to make it better. Thats what Im doing now ( Read more... )

Alright, last night after I left the guys, I went back to Loves. It was nice being there with someone who wanted me there. Things are still kinda rocky but hopefully they will get better. Maybe since Im not there, things can work themselves out. The sooner the better too. I honestly dont know how things got so messed up. -Sighs a bit- Well, yeah ( Read more... )

Ok, I am going to try and at least make an attempt to straighten out a few things ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I left last night. If I can just start with that. Things just got to me. And there was no one there for me. No one. Except the most important person to me. I thought coming here was a good idea, but seems as though I have ended up causing more unwanted drama, and unneeded. My brothers seem to be handling things just fine. They have each ( Read more... )