i had just gotten to virginia saturday night to stay with my sister for a week, only to find out that she was being deployed to louisiana. so on sunday i spent three hours at the airport in DC just trying to change my flight reservations. 3 hours, 4 airlines, and $200-some later... i was on my way. now i'm back. 5 days early ( Read more... )

i've been up since 8am. sean's in class and i can't stay in his room during the day (well just for today) because he's getting a room inspection. so i'm in my pjs, i haven't showered, and i'm bored out of my mind. i was on the computer all morning, then i went to mcds. then i cleaned out sean's car, then i sat in the lounge for 20 minutes ( Read more... )

long drives.
oceans.
sour words.
big screens.
old friends.
kisses.
road trips.
late nights.
big cities.
goodbyes.

our summer.

wow, i was just looking at video clips and pictures online of the hurricane and flood damage. i think that storm ended up being a lot worse than anyone was expecting. i was thinking, what if the hurricane had continued its previous course and hit panama city and south alabama? what if it had hit where sean lives? crazy ( Read more... )

yesterday i wrote a long entry and when i went to post it, it got deleted. it was just my ramblings about Laguna Beach and Gilmore Girls, and about my plans for the weekend. which, i might add, have been partially ruined by Hurricane Katrina. the plan was as follows: tonight, a movie and then a football game with sean. saturday, another movie ( Read more... )

i am obsessed with the image of running mascara, sad eyes, and shaky hands. there is something beautiful about a broken girl -the way she tries to hide the hurt with cigarettes and eyeliner. i am trapped in this image i do not want to portray. i am nowhere near as beautiful as the girl with the thick eyes and the pretty lips. in a way, i envy ( Read more... )

i hate it when people tell me i'm being ridiculous and that i need to relax. [who are they to say how much something means to me ( Read more... )

how come everyone wants to fuck harry potter? he's like 13, isn't he ( Read more... )

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )

Name five fictional characters you'd have sex with, then tag five more people who have to do the same. Don't forget to name the person who tagged you.

Tagged by broken_spoon1. Connor MacManus from Boondock Saints (Sean Patrick Flannery ( Read more... )