( Subject: RE: (no subject) Date: 12/6/2004 12:55:04 PM )

i wrote him a really long email, revised it a bunch of times, and then finally deleted it. after rereading it over and over i realized it was dumb. something needs to change though. mostly with me ( Read more... )

i filled out paperwork for Safeway this week. i should be back there by the end of next week. but i also have a job interview at ADIDAS downtown on monday. i would love to work in retail instead, but we'll see how that goes with transportation and whatnot. screw American Eagle for not calling me. and the manager there is like my 2nd or 3rd ( Read more... )

( i've got a heart like a pear. )

well, this certainly changes everything. or maybe it doesn't... because disappointments and waiting are nothing new. [ah, the story of our lives.] i'm still crossing my fingers even though you say i shouldn't.

i can't seem to get the wording right. or the feeling. who gets to be the comforter and the comfortedi miss music that makes you ( Read more... )

C-o-c-a-i-n-e.
When she comes down it's like she never sleeps.
And who needs food with all her sugar treats?
Cause when she's high she never thinks of me.

the juliana theory finally has a new album out! just when i thought i was all alone, they came back. i have to get the new cd. ugh, but i've spent so much money this past week already and it ( Read more... )

AH! eventful day. i missed sean though.

i'm back from my two-day ventures in steilacoom. fun times. good to see everyone. certain people have changed...kinda bothers me. other people need to change. but others will never change and i love that. irene's house was fun. saw a new porketo (sp?) productions video. drove by houses that brought back memories. i can't believe this is ( Read more... )

there are just some things that aren't worth explaining...things you have to deal with on your own because no one else understands. are explanations really that different from excusesi lost my tweezers; i can't pluck my eyebrows. it's really bothering me ( Read more... )

i missed the new episode of laguna beach last night ( Read more... )