yesterday was the election..
i voted my first time..
and i was happy with it..
so why do people insist on making me feel like shit.
i went from a couple of extremes today..
manuel and i went down to his aunt's house
where the majority is republican bible thumping yes on 8's ..
and there i was..
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My love for benjamin gibbard has just been cemented after watching
their live performance on conan..
i never realized he was so tall..
conan shakes his hand and it's like whoa.. he's only a few inches shorter than him.
he is no longer so ugly he's beautiful ..
he's just beautiful ..
or maybe it's the way he sings the line..
"and you closed the door on so ( Read more... )

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manuel bought me an awesome present for my birthday..
a really nice brown swing coat..
will post pictures..:D

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i seem to be dwelling on somethings right now that have begun to piss me off ..
mostly about manuel..
i hate that i feel like crying when he does these things.
such as.
my family attacked me a bit the other night ..
asking me questions to which mostly i have no answers..
and he doesn't stick up for me..
he doesn't even hold my hand..
he leaves ..
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my aunt keeps calling..
something about me watching her dog while their away.
what is it about yuppies and their dogs?..
i haven't seen my cousin in what feels like years.
anyways.
i'm getting really excited about seattle especially since manuel is contemplating coming with mama and me.
i would like him to get a bit closer to my family 
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Poll Hair dye choices.