i stopped giving a fuck and its no where near as great as i thought it would be ( Read more... )

dear daddy ( Read more... )

ive never really wanted to admit it but its true ( Read more... )

i am really really ready for the semester to be over ( Read more... )

so we all know i got caught shoplifting from urban outfitters and american apparel and i keep saying im never going to do it again but honestly i dont know if i will be able to stop completely i mean its just something i do, i take shit from places when i go, its almost like an impulse or an un controllable urge. its not that i really need or even ( Read more... )

ok so i was talking to amelia today after school and i was telling her about how im a little stressed about telling my parents im dropping out of salpointe, and i dont really know how or when im going to tell them, and she sugested i write them a letter so i did. i still havnt decided when to give it to them but i have a rough draft and i would ( Read more... )

grrrr bad day... bad few days ( Read more... )

DREADS

WEDNESDAY OR FRIDAY

either way its soon and im excited!!!!!!

 being alone is really nice a lot of the time but then sometimes

it really sucks

I cant think straight these days. Some days im thinking so clearly and I have everything all figured out, and others I just cant make any sense of all the muck in my brain. Im going through some huge change and its really good but sometimes is sort of relapse (for lack of a better word) and im back at last year and blaming the whole world for my ( Read more... )