I had to delete my MYSPACE blogs, due to wanderign eyes and the everincreasing amount of realtives logging in. I cannot write any thought on paper. (apparently it's just too tempting to read a lover's private thoughts, which is understandable I guess. I noticed these LJ's a making a comeback and nobody who matters even knows I have one. So I think ( Read more... )

I'm goign to florida and I don't ever want to come back, so there. I'm going to marry him and start our own family and to hell with everyone in Michigan/

Ughhh I just want him to have the best Christmas he's ever had. I want to make him as happy as he makes me. Everybody is ruining it.

Jesus I haven't wrote in here in like a very long time but I'm going to now. Remember when this site was crazy cool like MYSPACE? Ok so maybe it was never that cool ( Read more... )

2 weeks. 2 fucking weeks. That's not nearly long enough. There's not enough time for me to say everything I need to say to him. Not enough time to figure out what I'm gonna do or how I'm going to survive with him 1100 miles away ( Read more... )

So Gregory isn't sure if he's going to Florida or not now. He's been trying to get a job up here. I am kind of glad but at the same time disapointed. I was looking forward to moving with him. He says that in Feburary when we hooked up, that he planned on being there by now, and so did I. But I haven't been saving my money so we've both been putting ( Read more... )

Editted upon second thoughts

So I couldn't sleep and called Gregory. He talked to me on the phone till I fell asleep. When I got up the next morning this is the IM I got from him ( Read more... )

Well I got a job.... A crappy job prolly but still a job at Mcdonald's... oh well

I try so hard not to get mad about silly shit. I don't want to be one of those pyscho drama queens. But certain things get to me really fast. Certain things sting a lil harder and cut deeper. Maybe i'm just insecure, or maybe it's because i have guy friends to and i know that they're never "just friends". I want to bitch and moan about this without ( Read more... )