the stars once shared no longer hold there position ( Read more... )

and that rain comes tumbling down
as the realizations
still stands
that stories still exist
and the life still continues
into the next level
the next story
to consist of the past
as they say
or will be the works
that is in mind what should be
and if it is really
the lust that interferes with the lust

and i wander the empty room looking for my mind
dance the halls in sorrow filled cries
swim through it all from wall to wall
holding on to the lamp shades for support
and still being pulled away
swept further away
from the tasks at hand

murmurs and flashes of destructions surges through my brain and heart as i try to grasp the continuence of my love to that perfect generation of life. to hang on to those tear filled eyes over and over and over again. and suffocate the demons that arise into the eyes of mine when it's there but wont see. scratching and gasping for breath, i just ( Read more... )

and the children run to go play
as i sit here alive and naked
just wanting that wet dream
of the one that i love
and the one that i need
and as i watch them
over the jungle gym
fighting for the red ball
and have so much happiness
i realize what it means to be in love
and hate it

and the search for sunken treasures ( Read more... )

and the heartless have taken a hold of me
either that or mine has betrayed me
and sunken lower then has been
though i try to shake the tar from my shoulders
it poors harder
and deeper i am burried
till there is nothing in sight
but the hell that i have created

and the strings rooting from the top of her head compell me to call out in agony. agony that i have held so close inside where no one can touch and no one can break. the one thing that still holds strong and warm to the touch in the middle of the desolate waste. burning bright and burning ever with radiant light. and i keep it to myself for the ( Read more... )

yet still everything is told not
they say they are there but not
i think
of all i have tried to help out
motices or not
and i want a voice
or a arm
something to lean
to talk
to listen
and yet still
all of you
who say you will be there
really arent
so then why should i help anyone
anymore
curious am i
to why i try

and the sins of pasts, present, and future ( Read more... )