The thing is i KNOW this will get me nowere, I tell myself the end result of the pain isnt worth it, but despite myself i still go through the motions or not so much just the motions. I talk to her, i think about her, i make time to be around her,I catch myself thinking about her like shell be around for awhile. I dont know if it somehow makes me ( Read more... )

I dont really understand how people see me, especially one such, do i just have this aura of distrust? everyone must just see the devil behind my eyes, i wont deny his presence but i can deny the fact that i indulge him. all i want is A girl, as in one just one is that so hard to ask. i just want some attention every once in awhile to keep me going ( Read more... )

"I'm holding on so tightly now ( Read more... )

*sigh* whatever ... :/

"stay hungry, stay free and do the best that you can"

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Oh yes and now mitch comes standard with chaos star elbow and 666 ass cheek haha

i got a new car and i bet i could blow your clothes off with the sound system :) it makes me very happy

but im not so if you dont like it you can fucking shove it sideways up your ass. im an anti social fuck, i dont call for weeks even months at a time if i call at all. i dont fucking talk and id rather keep it that way. everyone is always talking, id rather keep things to myself most of the time. these people being mad at me for not being on myspace ( Read more... )

HAIL SATAN!