Why do I have the best boyfriend ever? I swear when you are least looking for someone, they find you. I was looking for a companion, a friend, someone that I could date and have fun with. By all means I was not looking for a boyfriend, hell, I had just gotten out of a dumb relationship a week prior to meeting him. And there I had to go do that ( Read more... )

Ok, so I ever update, but I will now. I think I'll recap my + - of 2004 and then new years eve night ( Read more... )

Micah, if you read this, my phone died along with your phone number in it, and i dont have your cell phone. Call me buddy, i wanna know when you are in town!

I have consecutively gone on two dates with him in the past two days...I cant even believe how perfect it is. I am needing a pinch because something cant be right. I'm smitten. I've met this guy twice and I can just think about seeing him more. He is my age too, no more of that worrying about not being able to go to the bars...we'll see how it ( Read more... )

So weird. I was eating my lunch and Jeff called me on my cell phone telling me to come outside. That was the strangest thing having my ex beckoning me from outside my work. It was nice though. We talked for a while. I really do miss him. But I hate him too, lol. Sigh.

I was just reading through all of my past journals and there are a lot of posts about how jeff was hurting me. I'm clueless as to why I stayed with him for so long, but go figure...reading all of it made me kinda miss him. LoL ( Read more... )

Anybody want to go see Marilyn Manson Nov. 1st?

I wish I knew why I isolated myself so much.

Fuck.

Ok. So I'm moving within the next like week and a half. Why am I so sad? I should be excited. But the thing is that I was really relying on my family to be nearby so i could have some support or people there when I needed them, but within the next few months my parents are moving to oregon. I'll be uber on my own. It just weird having so much ( Read more... )

Jeff keeps calling me. He's such a fucking douche bag.