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surreal
I can't say that I miss you, because that isn't the case. I don't miss the you that you have become these days, I miss the you that you used to be back in the sweet days filled with our love. Or did you ever really love me after all? The time has come that I cannot tell. I always knew you were crazy, and crazy is as crazy does, but no, you are ( Read more... ) -
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last day of school. I'm worried about things with me and Caleb because I want to get drunk still and do drugs... but I don't want him to. fuck. I don't know what to do... I love this boy. dammmmmn......
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things are changing so fast... some things, I don't know whether to believe it or not....
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I made a 74 on my history EOC, so now I have to take a 150 question exam that could kill my grade. my mom says I'm worthless, and I wish I was dead. I really don't give a damn about anyone except Caleb but I still wish I was dead. I really don't want to be alive anymore.
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school just drags on now. lord knows I'm ready to be out of this hellhole. this summer... that's all I can think of. warm summer nights, hot summer days, tans, Caleb, ice cold beer, sweet tea, fishing, lake, cali, oh my god. hurry please <3
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Saturday nights
so, my nights haven't exactly been eventful as of late. every night, drinking.. whatever. where is my life going?
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this is why I don't like getting fucked up... why can't we all have a good time while sober? the more Caleb wants to get drunk, the more I want to just because I want to forget about everything. I wish I could just sit around by myself for the rest of my damn pathetic life and not worry about this bullshit. I'm so sick of everything and everyone ( Read more... ) -
depression
the problem with depression is that one of my depressed spells can happen at any time, triggered by
the most insignificant of things. I will always love gavin, but Caleb is my life now. part of me can't seem to understand that... :(
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Writer's Block: A sight for sore eyes
* The person I loved after a long absence. ♥