avant que j'essaye d'ecire ici en francais, je dois dire que je suis desolee pour le manque des accents et le mauvais usage de francais ( Read more... )

All that I am ( Read more... )

oh great shakes, it's happened again. Stew made it a chore to try and arrange meeting up, said he'd meet up saturday, cancelled on me, and said it was only possible to see me tomorrow when he knew i was busy. i try so hard to make time for him, but my parents were like-no we're going up to london, so i can't see him. i swear he doesn't want to be ( Read more... )

today i had a half day of school, so i decided to make the most of the time and get round to watching one of the many foreign films I'm supposed to be watching. I went for "Fellini's La Strada" as it's been on my shelf for months. I couldn't tell much from the cover, it just looked like a circus video, which I have to say, isn't my idea of great ( Read more... )

is far too much stress for my liking. Having to write four essays, each several pages long, on top of my school work, for a deadline which has already gone, is crazy. Mrs Knuckey is highly unimpressed that I didn't use her literature essay idea, and chose something completely unrelated to any school topic I've done before, and is finding it hard ( Read more... )

mmph. grumble. mmph. get me out of this rut?

im so shit scared. i can't believe i just said i want to take a break. take a break? am i crazy? well he's making me crazy if im not already ( Read more... )

im so fucking upset. i dont wanna be here. i dont wanna be sitting at home, alone, again, eating pizza, crying ( Read more... )

ok this is going to be a bit of a grumble. most of my posts are, but i'm feeling quite low.

First of all: ( last night. )

odd lyrics those ( Read more... )