Jealously is a stange thing. No matter where you are in life, how happy and content you are.. there's always someone to be jealous of, and that person/ people/ thing makes you feel like total and complete shit, but at the same time makes you want to do something about it, and the little steps you take to making them feel like shit makes you feel so ( Read more... )

Why am I still waiting? not quite sure. I feel like I'm on auto pilot ( Read more... )

two periods. One of which left to go home ( Read more... )

I need to stop thinking about the way I want things.
and just let things happen.
Theres no use in trying, it's just a waste.

I hate highschool sooo fucking much. Let me outtt.

Stupid dentists. Why can't teeth be like skin and just make new cells?
The non communication thind is really getting old. Fast.

I need more structure in my life.

It's funny how people fill voids in their lives thinking it will make everything better.
Not sure what's going on with me lately, I'm kinda just living.
I'm not planning things, I'm not expecting anything, I'm not caring about what happends, I'm not letting things get to me, I'm not thinking of the outcomes, I'm not worried about what other people ( Read more... )

Looks like I make poor choices, and I will continue to do so.
I let people get too close to me...
This is me building a wall.

Please bring me a better year than the last one. Thanks.

Why can't things just go the way I want them to.
Or just go the fuck away.

I'm already so sick of this waiting around for nothing.
or is it something? who fucking knows.
And its not going away anytime soon, which blows.

I just don't even fucking know what to do with myself at this point.
Nothing makes me feel okay.

Working at a place where there is lottery and gas card on christmas eve is a baddd idea.
I worked 8 hours and didn't sit down once. not to mention getting a paper cut from the cigarette carton box. not cool.

Then i went to grandma's. That was funn... the power almost went our 5 times, that would have been just peachy,

I found my four leaf clover! :)
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