Just when you think you know someone inside and out.
THINK AGAIN!

I remember when stupid little things online were so fun.
like taking a survey, or messeging people.
I could sit on the computer for hours.

Now...I have nothing to fall back on.
And I still feel sick. :(

I'm at grandma's not so I can shower and feel human again.
My uncle brought over a generator at like 11 last night, but its ancient, so we can only use the lights which is good enough for me. Better than the propane lantern throwing off carbon monoxide.

This has been a really eventful week so far:
Thursday was terrifying. The house almost caught fire.
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I can't get it though my head that she's actually gone. I don't have that closure.

It's different comming home to her not there jumping around excited to see you.
It's different eating dinner with her not there at your feet looking for some fallen scaps of food.
It's different sitting on the couch at night without her curled up in a ball next to you.
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Everything and everyone managed to piss me off today.
I hate math class. And if mr C could fucking teach i would have special honors for the first time in my life, BUT thanks to his delightful fucking 76 I am stuck with lame ass regular honors, not even worth it. at all.

We placed at mid-wach and are going to regionals :)
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PA- THETIC.

Why do I let it bother me?
just keep moving forwarddddddd.
<3 my em-girl

So someone just pank called me and sang me a song. I just couldnt make out the words. haha.
I love mint chocolate chip ice creamm.

This weekend Kellie and i mastered the art of sneaking out by being able to take the car and bring it back without anyone noticing. We're just amazing.

Aaron and Dawson's birthday was yesterday, that went good except ( Read more... )

I start at Gulf saturdayyyy :)
I'm so excitedd! I need money again.
Cheering is getting better and no one else better quit.
hopefully halftime friday goes better than last friday, which im sure it will because we were all just nervous.
And i get a new skirt! no more shitty burned one, and our warmups soon! :) I'm excited.

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I need to stop trying to make everything right.
Then i'd be a little happier, but like that's going to happen.

And i doublt he'll call me to make sure everythings okay.

Oh yea, did I mention I fucking HATE being treated like I'm five.
I can't wait to fucking leaveeeeee this hell hole.