Why is everyone so bitchy lately?
Like honestly everywhere I go, someone manages to piss me off by being a bitch for no apparent reason.
Theres also tension between everyone lately, probly because of the bitchyness. I don't know.

First day of step was yesterday... it was awkward, but i'll deal.
I'll also have to deal with sausage fingers for a ( Read more... )

Whyy bother.
I knew it wouldn't last long.

little things really count.
I hate this feeling. I get too close to people.
and this is what alwayss happends.

Haircut/color that I dont have the money for, at two.
Delias with cass after.
Senior picture with kelbell tomorrow.
First practice tomorrow,
School tuesday, CRAZYYY.
No aaron. :(
it means nothing.

I can't wait for this fucking summer to be over,
graduate and get the fuck out of this town.

Why does everything have to be harder for me?
I complain to much? so does the fucking rest of the world.
I need new, I need to get out of here.

I hate being sick.
I hate being ignored.
I hate people saying shit about my friends, even if i am mad at them.
I ( Read more... )

I just love it when two ditsy annoying eighth grader slash new freshman come to exxon acting like they normally do, and everyone in the fucking store picks up on how stupid and annoying they are.

It just made my day the second they walked out and everyone just bursted out laughing.
See. I'm not just a bitch, everyone see's it.

My biff is now gone ( Read more... )

Old Orchard is probably my favorite place ( Read more... )

It's nice out today, which i enjoyed ( Read more... )

 Now hopefully it's over.

First Micheal.
Now my greatgrandmother's gone, and i'll forever feel guitly for never going back up there to visit her like I said I would.
And now my other gratgrandmother, the only one i have left was in the hoapital and has stomach cancer.

thats three. thats it please.
I can't take anymore.

Just got back from Mike's wake ( Read more... )

It's weird to think i'll never see him again.
Everything is going to be different at family events.
I wish I got to know him better.
I don't know how to grasp the reality of him really being gone.
I don't know if i'll be able to handle the service.
It's so sad, he was so young.
It's weird how life just goes on.
The last time i saw him was the other day he ( Read more... )

I really with i could just straight up tell people what i think about things without hurting ot offending them.
Things like what alex posed, we've all done it. We all have things to say to people that we just can't, but you want to so bad so they  know how you feel. just a random thought.

I'm not really looking forward to the freshman next year, or ( Read more... )